well, im back :)

more comin later

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WEDNESDAY, Feb. 22 (HealthDay News) -- Research with hard-rockin' rats suggests that loud music extends the harmful brain effects of the club drug ecstasy for up to five days. Researchers in Italy found that an ecstasy-linked dampening of the rats' brain activity lasted long after the rodents were given the drug if they also exposed to music of 95 decibels, the maximum noise intensity permitted by law in Italian nightclubs. If the rats weren't exposed to loud music, the drug's effects wore off within a day. During the experiment, the team at the Institute of Neurological Science in Catanzaro monitored the rats' electrocortical activity (EcoG spectrum) using electrodes placed on the rodents' skulls. The EcoG spectrum was recorded from 60 minutes before the rats were given ecstasy and the music began, then again for up to five days after the music had been turned off. Without music, a low dose (3mg/kg) of ecstasy did not modify the rats' brain activity any more than a dose of saline solution. However, loud music prompted significant changes in the brain activity of rats who received a low dose of the drug. A high dose (6mg/kg) of ecstasy alone caused a reduction in the rats' brain activity and that effect was enhanced when loud music was played and lasted for up to five days. The brain activity of rats that received a high dose of the drug but were not exposed to loud music returned to normal within a day. Rats that received saline solution and were exposed to loud music showed no changes in brain activity.

HAPPY VALANTINES DAY

I LOVE YOU JESS :)

ill be home friday people, so look out for a sweet ass 2000 kia sophia with blue neons and awesome body kits

http://gotorion.com/orion/buythese/hippos1.jpg


haha, that rox

jess, i tried finding that breathing cat thing that you wanted at the mall but all the pages i found wouldnt load corectly cuz of the stupid ass blocks, lol

Cant wait to see my love jess soon, and hippie holly!!!

WASHINGTON - The Supreme Court, with Chief Justice John Roberts dissenting, upheld Oregon's one-of-a-kind physician-assisted suicide law Tuesday, rejecting a Bush administration attempt to punish doctors who help terminally ill patients die. Justices, on a 6-3 vote, said that federal authority to regulate doctors does not override the 1997 Oregon law used to end the lives of more than 200 seriously ill people. New Chief Justice John Roberts backed the Bush administration, dissenting for the first time.

The next time I have meat and mashed potatoes, I think I'll put a very large blob of potatoes on my plate with just a little piece of meat. And if someone asks me why I didn't get more meat, I'll just say, Oh, you mean this? and pull out a big piece of meat from inside the blob of potatoes, where I've hidden it. Good magic trick, huh?

i am going to prove froid wrong

right, can we all just agree that people can't cast spells and astrology is bullshit? While we're at it, let's stop using the phrase "I'm not religious, I'm spiritual." Every time I hear anyone call themselves "spiritual," it's just after they mention astrology and just before I land a flying elbow to their ovaries (as anyone who believes in astrology is undoubtedly a woman who needs to be punched in the crotch). Most people who read horoscopes also buy into other new age crap like tarot cards and self-healing.

Self healing? Self healing was perfected by Rambo in Rambo: First Blood when he stitched his arm shut after he cracked a kid's back while jumping off a cliff (and the only reason his arm split open was because he's so tough he wanted to make the bad guys think they had a chance, but yeah right.. it was like Rambo sent them all Christmas cards, but instead of cards it was murder).

The other thing that pisses me off about horoscopes is that some people make financial decisions based off them. Re-read that sentence a few times until the implications set in. Yes, there are mouth-breathers out there who literally believe clumps of rocks and dirt floating around pockets of gas have anything to do with their stocks and lottery winnings.
Ever notice how people ask you what sign you are and always say "I knew it" only after you tell them which one? That's because they're full of shit. It doesn't matter what sign you tell them you are, they'll always say "yeah, you're totally a [fill in asinine symbol], I can tell." No, you can't tell because you're an idiot. I hate it when people ask me what "sign" I am.
Astrological signs are based off arbitrary Zodiac symbols drawn by people who also believed that light from stars came from vents on burning chariot wheels. I mean, do you people even read this shit? Here's a sample horoscope I found on some sap-magnet website:

Creative energy, especially involving writing or speaking, could be overflowing within you today. Ideas could be coming thick and fast, dear Leo. You might want to call some old friends and discuss your thoughts with them.

Creative energy? What the hell is creative energy? Also, notice how the tone is set by the use of "...dear Leo," as if some ancient sage (aka, fat "Lord of the Rings" nerd) was addressing a dear old friend (that would be you, the lonely house wife), at which point you would feel vindicated in spending $19.95 on your newly acquired Brazilian power crystal, just as an executive from a psychic hotline does a line of coke off a hooker's ass with the millions he's raked in from morons like you.

I especially like the "could be overflowing" part, which covers the astrologer's ass in the unlikely event that the horoscope was horse shit and has nothing to do with anyone or anything in the universe. Of course, that would constitute fraud, so thankfully we have the doctrine of uncertainty to protect psychics everywhere from malpractice lawsuits. Otherwise an entire industry of aging hippies and their clientele comprised of middle-class 16 year old girls and bored house wives trudging aimlessly from one rebellious new-age religion to the next would have to find a new hobby. Who knows? They might even get jobs.

The Picto-Personality Test You are a person who is incredibly tranquil and values peace above all else. When alone, you are introspective. You constantly reflect on your life and the world. You are adventurous, always up to do the most extreme things. You have a certain recklessness that makes people very attracted to you. In the future you will be highly imaginative and a creator.

Take this Test at QuizGalaxy.com

In the year 2006 I resolve to: Learn to lick my own elbow. Get your resolution here

AHHHHH

KRAZY KRAZY TIME HERE!!!

Be back...whenever, lol

Until then

All my love to jess

Some respect to others

Love, Peace, Chicken Grease

The Ranting Raging Yippie Hippie---Sean

jess, ur letter in on the way
GOt something i want to ask you next time we talk
dont worry, nothing bad, really good :)

I, Sean, Love You Jessica
t's amazing how you knock me off my feet, hmm
Everytime you come around me I get weak, oh yeah
Nobody ever made me feel this way, oh
You kiss my lips and then you take my breath away
So I wanna know

1 - I wanna know what turns you on
So I can be all that and more
I'd like to know what makes you cry
So I can be the one who always makes you smile

Girl he never understood what you were worth, hmm no
And he never took the time to make it work
(You deserve more loving, girl)
Baby I'm the type of man to show concern, yes I do, oh
Anyway that I can please you let me learn
So I wanna know

Repeat 1

2 - Tell me what I gotta do to please you
Baby anything you say I'll do
Cause I only wanna make you happy
From the bottom of my heart, it's true

Repeat 2

I wish that I could take a journey through your mind, alright
And find emotions that you always try to hide babe, oh
I do believe that there's a love you wanna share, oh, oh
I'll take good care of you lady, have no fear, oh
So I wanna know

well, i would like to apalogize for acouple things right now.

Jess, im sorry that i didnt realize what i really wanted sooner

Jeremy, im sorry that i didnt listen to you

Sorry all my readers that read my last entry, when sean drinks and smokes all night, he gets alittle krazy sometimes

Irony--Sean being faithful, other person isnt

HAHA

Jess and I are back together, and i am extremely happy about that, i dont know why i didnt just realize it sooner but she is the one that i would want to spend my life with, sure ya'll probly saw us fight but did u see us smile, laugh, giggle, any of the positives? i think thats why everyone was so negative last time, cuz they only saw one side, but whatever, ya know! Im happy, I believe Jess is happy, and i cant wait to see jess in 2 weeks!!!

until then, Always a friend,
Sean

P.S. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO to my barrito, lol, jk jess :) Ur still my honey

well, im home for the thanksgiving weekend

so far

kinda good stuff/alot of bad stuff

me and dani broke up

I dont know what i did wrong, i wrote her as much as i could, i would try to get on a computer at jobcore but they would always be filled, i gave her as much attention as i could

when i got here from jobcore she was the first person i hung out with ( i had to grab my id from brandon so i couldnt say she was the first person i had seen) I missed her so incredibly, I miss her even now, we talked last in my car and im just confused on whats happening

i hear from people that she likes some brandon kid
i told her do what makes her happy
I know being away from her for awhile would be hard but in her emails she would send me hope and motivation, yet when i get here its the opposite...

idk, maybe i didnt call her enough? wrote her enough?
i called her abit ago because i told her all of what i was thinking in the car at the time

which was alot, because i think of her constantly, I am just confused so badly right now...should i try for her still, or just give up? I know i dont want to give up, i like her so much, she makes me so happy, but i guess it just wont work....I dont know...*sigh* i thought it would work, i was and still am all for it, i hope that dani calls me today and asks to hang out and we talk about everything, but im pretty sure that what she wants isnt me...so idk...for now i resolve to a state of depressing confusion until the smoke clears, which will hopefully be later tonight...

until then, confused, lost, struggling,
Sean

hey

i have computer class now, so i can now be on the internet for a bit longer :) awesome

Dani, i didnt know u emailed me, u made my heart ache when i was reading them, i missed you so much and now i miss you even more!!!!!!!!!

I am a chess geek!!! there, i admit it!!!

I come home in 13 days people!!!

so see ya then

Dani, ur the first one seeing :) I miss you so much baby and cant wait to hold you and kiss you and AH, lol, i miss you!

ha, check it out, i can still make entries!!

jobcore is alright

Rather be workin at mcdonalds

SAA FOR LIFE

Not to mention my lady is over there

but its pretty kool here, got a head start on my ged, hopefully that will let me get out of here quicker

im comin home in about 26 days, so watch out for my hot ass sephia, with the steroe booming, yea, thats right, its fixed, part of a deal i had with my dad

Hit me back, just to chat

I MISS DANI SO MUCH, that smile, the way she rests in my arms...*sigh* cant wait to see my baby

Much Love to my fellow people, Much more love to my Dani

well, to top everything off

dont have a car until we get paid next so i can get the title over

getting kicked out right......now, lol

so yea, thats about it for now

happy halloween

WOW

Krazy stuff lately!!

Krazy amazing exciting happy stuff

late night candle lit picnics

staring into beautiful eyes

No way im going to forget our anniversary

10/30/05

day before my fav holiday!

Cant wait to see nil later today :)

you make me so unbelievably happy Danielle

well, thoughts of mine lately

closin front is annoying, im getting better at front stuff though, although i do prefer being a grill boy

Im soree andy but i cant help myself, and that customer bullshitted you about Dani and i kissing!

im guessing jess is going out with that one kid, thats kool i think, im happy for her because she looked happy, i just with she could return the same respect

she was spazzing out and throwin a bitch fit lately about how i like daniel and yet she does the same thing...not kool, not kool man

i hate how people start drama over nothing man, everyone's done it, i've done it, its human but still, come on people

i didnt start any drama today, i've known people to get pissed off and shout and throw shit or punch stuff just because someone they like is with someone else, but i didnt, i sighed, then thought about it, then came to the conclusion that i cant be mad at her, there's no reason to be, im just happy for her, ya know, no other way to say it

jess, if you read this just stop acting so mean around me, im your friend, we used to be friends along long time ago, im here for you if you need to talk, i know you better than anyone else, but please, i ask of you, just be kool

we started talkin again and as soon as i told you that i liked dani you flipped out, i dont get you sometimes man

Dani's little brother is so kool, lol, he rocks! he was supposed to sit in the back of dani's car for being a bad kid ( i forgot the story) and he just walks up to brandon k, yoshi, jamie and me and just says hi, lol, i thought that was so hippie man

my hand hurts still, it needs to hurry the fudge up and heal!

"You are the only one, my everything, and for you this song i sing"

this song rocks

im thinkin of quitten smoking, maybe i will, maybe i wont, we'll see!

and im out, im tired man, i hope to see you later and see someone else later more, lol

Night People, Sleep Sweetly and Softly, for halloween is coming and i drive and i can buy eggs.... ^_^